Recently, i quite enjoyed with my days, it is really a wonderful and memorable day for me! maybe i am someone who always prefer to stay in the house when im in my hometown... so when i came to KL, i enjoyed the days(outings) with my frenzz...Yesterday, after coming back from the date, I can't sleep for the whole night, maybe i laugh too much during the outings. Suddenly, I feel that myself just like a "big baby"..Do you know why i will describe so??? did u ever heard from olders said that :" if a baby too happy, too enjoy or even laugh too much in the morning session, he or she may can't sleep well during the nights?" I felt myself in that situation too!!! lying on the bed, thinking nothing and planning to have a nice sleep, but just dont know why keep cant falling asleep...but then i got nothing to think for!! feel so weird...~~~
Yesterday, when im enjoying the dinner with my friend, i suddenly received messages from HIM,actually after meeting him yesterday, i already know that i sure will receive his messages later after the meet..BINGO, my handphone rang!! May be i really know him well...
i know he sure will feel uncomfortable when seeing his Ex going out with other guy...maybe he rili believe on what m i saying!!! i told him "I am not ........ anymore!!!"
The reason make me to tell a lie is because i rili hope he can totally put down the past n treat it as a history n not present event anymore!! it is rili meaningless to spend the time on someone who is not loving you anymore!!! i juz hope he can stand strong and dont do any stupid things e.g. commit suicide since there are still alots in the future for him to gain for!!!
Well,as i said before, i wont influenced by him anymore..Coz i juz will look forward n live happily everyday!! i dun hope tears be with me anymore!!! but i sure that my frenz wil juz make me smile and laugh for the next everydays!!! Right or not , my friend?? HAHAHA^^
Huhhhh, later nit to travel back to ipoh, hope that i can have a nice sleep on the journey bek to ipoh....Of coz and also the night at my hometown..
Well, i may now wish MYSELF have a very very sweet dream and able to sleep tight!!! :P
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